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Post by Ariana Ferrari on Nov 17, 2008 3:23:34 GMT -5
Translation from Italian:
October
Dearest Diary,
I miss home. No matter how much my mother has tried to make it easier on me. All the people here are either from America, or other countries where they have been heavily Americanized. I don't understand things here. They make me want to cry out in horror. I try to understand their lack of love for thier families. They shun their parents for reasons hardly worth shunning them for, they have only respect for themselves, and they do not say hello when you walk through the door, unless prompted.
Here I sit, in this disturbing replica that is my room while I am here, listening to the Elite girls fauning over their latest man, not even realizing that their life is basically set on choosing one man. One. You can go to college or university if you wish, girls, but the true reality of this sick thing called the rich and famous is that the second you get married, you dissapear. Everything you have done is over powered by the man's achievements. If you over power them, well, good for you, but your going to loose him, and then you will be everyone's favorite person to ignore and poke fun at.
Sick really, that I can demote such things to this. What has become of me that I should be ever so spiteful of those with seemingly perfect lives. I know for a fact everyone does not, but they hide it. Why? I mean, Jack's is so obvious. You go to Europe, his father is all over the tabloids. A different woman every month really, and the tabloids rave about how he is still married to his wife, though she is annuling the marriage very soon, to marry a man who actually loves her. I like her spirit.
Sevvi was a little harder to wheedle. Of course, she hasn't told anyone about it, but if you watch her carefully in certain conversations, some things become evident. For example, she never talks about the things she could buy when the girls talk about shopping. It's obvious she has the money, but she doesn't exactly do things as if she's been rich all her life, so I suspect her to be new money. Also, she doesn'y really like talking about her family, except her mothers fashions, so, I am going to guess there was something going on there.
Kristen is a little wierd. She can be bitchy, but I find her just simply to be laid back and level headed. Always a comeback, but because of such amazing calm, I know seemingly nothing about her. She's a mystery to me, and I intend to find a few things out about her. It means I would have to pay more attention to my most popular roommate, and where they could find it wierd that I watch them... I think they have gotten used to it. Simpe things about Italians, we watch whoever is talking, and we pay attentiong to everything. Body movement, expression, everything.
Mandy is rather intelligent, and comes from a big family. She fits in with crowds well, and I suspect that she is a twin. Twins act a little different from the rest of society, I have found. When they are away from their general other half, they're body feels a longing to be with the other. I have found that everyonce in awhile she'll do something, such as go to ask a question, and find the wrong person sitting there. Sometimes, she starts a thought, but then doesn't finish it until someone else makes a guess, as if waiting for someone to fill in the blank. It's usual behaviour for twins. You just cannot seperate twins without horrid habits conflicting them.
Jason is a pretty interesting character, I suspect he lost a lot of family throughout his life. Though I am not sure by death or not. But he's an awesome person, I just noticed by some of the ways he does things or is really quiet during family conversations.
Ed's one of my favorites so far. He's so funny, and not really afraid to say anything on his mind, unless there's a very good reason he should keep his mouth shut. He can think on his feet, and I think he might have been secluded somehow as a child. I mean, I know both his parents are alive, and that he is an only child, and that he is spoiled rotten, the lucky bugger, but I'm not sure he likes his parents. I'm not sure how one couldn't when they are spoiled with gifts, but, I guess I have a very different view on things, don't I?
Ian's quiet odd. Another of those ones like Kristen I find very hard to read. I'm not sure what I see in him. Mind you, I don't pay a whole lot of attention to him unless he's entertaining everyone. He is a funny person, a natural comic. I just never seem to actually be talking to him when he's being sentimental, so I actually know next to nothing about him. He reminds me of my old friend Mark, but I am not supposed to talk of him, so, I will not go further.
Loki is another one of my favorite people. I love his views on things, they are just so radically different from everyone elses. And he agrees with me on many things. I find I can talk to him, even though he is very quiet with me, I think... and he does not judge my views. He either agrees with them (which, oddly enough, happens a lot) or he doesn't (which I appreciate, I like honesty). I know a lot about him already. He has a beautiful mother, and I can't wait to see some of her work. I would love to see what his mother could make out of my apparently beautiful hair. I do love that the Japanese would apparently love my natural white hair. It makes me feel special. I am sure I do not want to meet his father though. He sounds horrible.
Rob is a pretty easy person to describe. Three words make him up really: Kristen, Cars, and Racing. I don't think the guy has ever had a bad moment in his life, to be truthful. His parents loved him, and apprently loves his little brother Matty. I think the guy is the most normal one of us.
That's all I've really learned over the last little while, and I hope to learn more. It's like everyone hides things from others. I don't really understand it really. I mean, they hide things so strongly from everyone else that there is a woman named Gabby xoxo Gossip who preys on them whenever she can. The woman has claws. I wonder why they can't seem to figure out that if they weren't so ashamed about their histories or secrets, this Gabby xoxo Gossip wouldn't be able to slam them or embarrase them anymore. It's quiet obvious really. If she were to put something up about me, I'd simply tell everyone if it was true or not instead of trying to hide myself. One can always be brought down by the secrets they hide.
Anyway, I have been called to join a game I don't understand, and I had better go out and be sociable before they come in and drag me again.
Ever watching and vigilant,
Ariana [/font][/size][/blockquote] |
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